Hi everyone,
I’m writing this out of desperation, really. Over the past few weeks, I’ve found myself in a bit of a mess that I don’t fully know how to get out of.
It all started when I got drawn into the TikTok femboy live stream community. At first, it felt amazing — I sent my first Galaxy, got my name shouted out, and for once, I felt noticed and accepted. That feeling meant a lot to me. I kept going back, and eventually things moved off TikTok and onto Discord.
That’s where things went downhill.
I started talking to a few people privately — they made me feel special and important, but looking back now, it’s clear I was being lied to and manipulated. They told me things to keep me emotionally invested, and I ended up sending way more money than I could afford. I kept thinking I was helping people I cared about, but it turns out I was just being used.
To be clear — I’m not saying the whole femboy community is bad. It’s not. There are some kind people out there. But unfortunately, I ended up trusting the wrong ones. I’m not here to blame anyone but myself. I made those choices, and I’ve learned some hard lessons.
That said, I’m really struggling now.
Money’s incredibly tight. I’ve put myself in a really difficult position, and I’m trying to turn things around — but right now, I could genuinely use some help. I’m not expecting people to feel sorry for me, and I completely understand if you can’t donate. But even 50p would honestly help more than you know.
I just want to get back on my feet and stop feeling like I’ve ruined everything. I’m trying to move on, learn from this, and be smarter going forward.
Thank you for reading this far — even that means a lot.
