Hi my name is laiyia I recently had a baby my baby’s father killed himself before he was born it’s very stressful postpartum sucks I’m currently living with a family member that is very toxic especially when they drink that makes it no better but I learn to deal with it as much as I can but I don’t want my baby surrounded by that I’m doing the best I can I stay because I don’t have much saved up to move as of yet I’m a single mom yes this is my life I understand that and I appreciate any help I don’t even like doing stuff like this I tried so hard not to but when I look at him I just had to give it a try we do need the help and I am very grateful for anything and I appreciate everything hopefully when you read this you can understand.